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pimanchi_doubleTitle: Two Choices
Prompt: Glass
Author: pimanzero
Pairing: Sakumoto
Rating: PG
Genre: Fantasy, Angst
Summary: To die, but not forgetting. To stay alive, but forgetting. If it's you, which one will you choose...?
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Two small crystal glasses were shoved in front of them. One containing bloody-red liquid, the other one containing transparent-purple liquid.
"The strongest poison, and the memory-modification potion. These are your punishment," said the judge, "For both of you have broken the universe's rule by falling in love with each other, each of you should choose one of these punishments: to die, or to forget. I won't tell which one is which potion. You choose yourself. Now, Devil, you choose first."
Sho hesitated for a moment, before then stretched his hand to take one of the glass.
"No!" Jun struggled at his place, trying to break the chain tied around his wrists and his white wings, "Sho-san, don't choose! We're not guilty! We're not supposed to be punished like this!"
Sho turned to stare at Jun. His beloved angel really looked miserable now, with those dark bruises all over his body. There was even a track of dried blood on the corner of the angel's lips, and his pair of white wings were now not that white anymore, because spots of red had dirtied them.
Actually Sho didn't want to choose either. But if he didn't do what they told him to do, Sho knew that they would do bad things to Jun again. Sho just couldn't take it anymore, to see his beloved angel being tortured more than this in front of him.
"Drink!" the judge commanded in a cold tone.
"Sho-san, don't!" Jun pulled himself with full force, trying to break free. But then a big guard came to give a hard punch on his stomach, making him stop.
"Stop," Sho shook his head, starting to sob. This view really hurt his heart. Jun sprawled on the ground, with pained expression on his face. "Please, stop hitting him. I'll do whatever you want me to do."
"Sh-- Sho-san... Don't..." Jun stared at him helplessly, coughing out blood.
"Jun-kun, I'm sorry," Sho bit his lower lip, "I just don't want to see you suffer anymore. Let's just give an end to all of this..."
Sho raised his glass, then in one gulp, he finished the transparent-purple potion. He could hear Jun's desperate sobs on the background, but now, it looked like the angel's voice was coming from faraway for him.
The now-empty crystal glass slipped from his hand, and broke into pieces when it hit the solid ground. The potion burned Sho's mouth and throat, and soon, the hot sensation spread to all over his body fast. Sho fell to the ground, panting and twitching, gasping for fresh air. He felt his lungs dried, and his heart beat slower, and slower, and slower...
Sho turned his head to see Jun for the very last time before the unconsciousness taking him away. He could see four big guards were trying to force the angel to drink the red potion.
"J--Jun-kun, I... I love y--"
*
Sho sat bolt up right on his bed, with cold sweat covering his body.
A nightmare. The same nightmare that always haunting him since who-knows-when.
He steadied his breath again, and slowly lay back down to his bed. For a moment, Sho just lay there in the darkness, staring at the hospital room's ceiling with a blank gaze. Then suddenly he felt thirsty. So then, Sho decided to get out for a while to buy some tea from the vending machine.
Sho took his crutch, then teetered out from his room, to the hospital's cafetaria where the vending machine was. He broke his right leg in a car accident three days ago, that's why he needed crutch to help him walk.
Sho stopped in front of the humming vending machine, then took his coins out. However, when he had just about to put the last coin inside the machine, his hand slipped, and he dropped the coin.
The ten-yen coin hit the floor with a loud jingle that echoed through the night inside the empty cafetaria. Then it rolled and disappeared under the vending machine.
Sho let out a frustrated groan.
That's great. Now he had either to bend down to retrieve the bloody coin from under the machine, or to go back to his room to take another coin from his wallet. But his room was a little bit far from the cafetaria, and Sho obviously did not plan to take another journey back and forth from the cafetaria to his room, to the cafetaria, and to his room again. Not with that troublesome crutch.
So then, he decided to choose the first option. Sho was confused for a moment; how to bend down with his leg being thickly plastered like that?
As he was struggling to find a way to be able to take his coin back, suddenly, there was someone coming from behind him. A man, with a long white coat.
The man bent down and reached under the vending machine. A couple of seconds later, he straightened his body, and offered the ten-yen coin in front of Sho's nose.
"Here you are," the man said.
Doctor Matsumoto Jun, Sho read from the name tag hanging on the man's pocket.
For a moment, Sho froze at his place. A great nostalgic feeling flooded him up. He just stood up there, staring at doctor Matsumoto's face without blinking.
He didn't change at all; those pair of transparent-brown eyes, which used to shower Sho with warm and loving gaze. That pointed nose, that Sho used to love very much. Those thin and inviting lips, which Sho used to kiss passionately, and with full of affection. And that cute small mole under his lips...
Now that Jun was standing there, right in front of him, Sho had just realized, that he'd been missing this man so badly, he didn't know what to say. His chest was stuffed with both happiness and pain.
He felt like crying. He felt like jumping and hugging Jun right then and there. However, of course, he couldn't do that. He mustn't. This Jun was no longer the angel who loved him from their previous life. This Jun was the Jun who had forgotten about Sho...
"Ah," Sho began to speak, and he noticed, that his voice suddenly sounded hoarse and weird, for he was trying so hard to hold back his tears, "Thank you, er-- doctor Matsumoto."
Jun smiled. The same angelic smile like the one he had before. It was calming and it brought peace to Sho's heart.
"You're welcome," he said, then started to walk away.
Sho let out a bitter sigh, "White always suits you the best, huh..."
"Eh?" Jun turned to throw a questioning look towards Sho, "Did you say something?"
"Ah, no. Nothing," Sho shook his head, smiling. He quickly turned to the vending machine, finished his shopping, then took the canned tea out from the cafetaria in a rush.
Jun raised his brows over Sho's strange behavior, then shrugged, "Have a good night sleep, and I hope you'll get better soon, sir," he said to Sho's back.
Sho didn't answer. He just kept walking through the empty corridor, trying to reach his room as fast as possible, because now tears had started to stream down his cheeks. Thoughts ran through his head, and memories about their previous life--their previous happy life, when they still had each-other--had turned into a sharp blade, which sliced Sho's heart into pieces.
By the time he reached his room's door, Sho's feeling had calmed down a bit.
Well, at least he's not the one to feel the suffer from being forgotten..., he thought. Then he wiped his tears, and wore a bitter smile on his face, as he got into his room.
Though it's not with me, I hope you can find your happy ending this time, Jun-kun...
*
A/N: Wheeeeeeeeeeee!! I finally could find time (and energy) to write again! \(´▽`)/
My works are kind of getting too crowded recently. Almost no free time left to write (because I'll directly fall asleep once my head touch my pillow, every night). That's why we're very late in updating this project. Sorry! >.<
Dear mabopiman, sorry for making you wait >.<
Hope after this, this project could go on smoothly :D
And now, back to the story... How is it? :o
My brain was still not-so-connected when I wrote this, so I'm not really confident, whether I could turned what I want to tell into proper words >.<
I hope this story is not confusing >.<
(Part of 30 Days Random Words Challenge. Rules can be read HERE)
Prompt: Glass
Author: pimanzero
Pairing: Sakumoto
Rating: PG
Genre: Fantasy, Angst
Summary: To die, but not forgetting. To stay alive, but forgetting. If it's you, which one will you choose...?
-----
Two small crystal glasses were shoved in front of them. One containing bloody-red liquid, the other one containing transparent-purple liquid.
"The strongest poison, and the memory-modification potion. These are your punishment," said the judge, "For both of you have broken the universe's rule by falling in love with each other, each of you should choose one of these punishments: to die, or to forget. I won't tell which one is which potion. You choose yourself. Now, Devil, you choose first."
Sho hesitated for a moment, before then stretched his hand to take one of the glass.
"No!" Jun struggled at his place, trying to break the chain tied around his wrists and his white wings, "Sho-san, don't choose! We're not guilty! We're not supposed to be punished like this!"
Sho turned to stare at Jun. His beloved angel really looked miserable now, with those dark bruises all over his body. There was even a track of dried blood on the corner of the angel's lips, and his pair of white wings were now not that white anymore, because spots of red had dirtied them.
Actually Sho didn't want to choose either. But if he didn't do what they told him to do, Sho knew that they would do bad things to Jun again. Sho just couldn't take it anymore, to see his beloved angel being tortured more than this in front of him.
"Drink!" the judge commanded in a cold tone.
"Sho-san, don't!" Jun pulled himself with full force, trying to break free. But then a big guard came to give a hard punch on his stomach, making him stop.
"Stop," Sho shook his head, starting to sob. This view really hurt his heart. Jun sprawled on the ground, with pained expression on his face. "Please, stop hitting him. I'll do whatever you want me to do."
"Sh-- Sho-san... Don't..." Jun stared at him helplessly, coughing out blood.
"Jun-kun, I'm sorry," Sho bit his lower lip, "I just don't want to see you suffer anymore. Let's just give an end to all of this..."
Sho raised his glass, then in one gulp, he finished the transparent-purple potion. He could hear Jun's desperate sobs on the background, but now, it looked like the angel's voice was coming from faraway for him.
The now-empty crystal glass slipped from his hand, and broke into pieces when it hit the solid ground. The potion burned Sho's mouth and throat, and soon, the hot sensation spread to all over his body fast. Sho fell to the ground, panting and twitching, gasping for fresh air. He felt his lungs dried, and his heart beat slower, and slower, and slower...
Sho turned his head to see Jun for the very last time before the unconsciousness taking him away. He could see four big guards were trying to force the angel to drink the red potion.
"J--Jun-kun, I... I love y--"
*
Sho sat bolt up right on his bed, with cold sweat covering his body.
A nightmare. The same nightmare that always haunting him since who-knows-when.
He steadied his breath again, and slowly lay back down to his bed. For a moment, Sho just lay there in the darkness, staring at the hospital room's ceiling with a blank gaze. Then suddenly he felt thirsty. So then, Sho decided to get out for a while to buy some tea from the vending machine.
Sho took his crutch, then teetered out from his room, to the hospital's cafetaria where the vending machine was. He broke his right leg in a car accident three days ago, that's why he needed crutch to help him walk.
Sho stopped in front of the humming vending machine, then took his coins out. However, when he had just about to put the last coin inside the machine, his hand slipped, and he dropped the coin.
The ten-yen coin hit the floor with a loud jingle that echoed through the night inside the empty cafetaria. Then it rolled and disappeared under the vending machine.
Sho let out a frustrated groan.
That's great. Now he had either to bend down to retrieve the bloody coin from under the machine, or to go back to his room to take another coin from his wallet. But his room was a little bit far from the cafetaria, and Sho obviously did not plan to take another journey back and forth from the cafetaria to his room, to the cafetaria, and to his room again. Not with that troublesome crutch.
So then, he decided to choose the first option. Sho was confused for a moment; how to bend down with his leg being thickly plastered like that?
As he was struggling to find a way to be able to take his coin back, suddenly, there was someone coming from behind him. A man, with a long white coat.
The man bent down and reached under the vending machine. A couple of seconds later, he straightened his body, and offered the ten-yen coin in front of Sho's nose.
"Here you are," the man said.
Doctor Matsumoto Jun, Sho read from the name tag hanging on the man's pocket.
For a moment, Sho froze at his place. A great nostalgic feeling flooded him up. He just stood up there, staring at doctor Matsumoto's face without blinking.
He didn't change at all; those pair of transparent-brown eyes, which used to shower Sho with warm and loving gaze. That pointed nose, that Sho used to love very much. Those thin and inviting lips, which Sho used to kiss passionately, and with full of affection. And that cute small mole under his lips...
Now that Jun was standing there, right in front of him, Sho had just realized, that he'd been missing this man so badly, he didn't know what to say. His chest was stuffed with both happiness and pain.
He felt like crying. He felt like jumping and hugging Jun right then and there. However, of course, he couldn't do that. He mustn't. This Jun was no longer the angel who loved him from their previous life. This Jun was the Jun who had forgotten about Sho...
"Ah," Sho began to speak, and he noticed, that his voice suddenly sounded hoarse and weird, for he was trying so hard to hold back his tears, "Thank you, er-- doctor Matsumoto."
Jun smiled. The same angelic smile like the one he had before. It was calming and it brought peace to Sho's heart.
"You're welcome," he said, then started to walk away.
Sho let out a bitter sigh, "White always suits you the best, huh..."
"Eh?" Jun turned to throw a questioning look towards Sho, "Did you say something?"
"Ah, no. Nothing," Sho shook his head, smiling. He quickly turned to the vending machine, finished his shopping, then took the canned tea out from the cafetaria in a rush.
Jun raised his brows over Sho's strange behavior, then shrugged, "Have a good night sleep, and I hope you'll get better soon, sir," he said to Sho's back.
Sho didn't answer. He just kept walking through the empty corridor, trying to reach his room as fast as possible, because now tears had started to stream down his cheeks. Thoughts ran through his head, and memories about their previous life--their previous happy life, when they still had each-other--had turned into a sharp blade, which sliced Sho's heart into pieces.
By the time he reached his room's door, Sho's feeling had calmed down a bit.
Well, at least he's not the one to feel the suffer from being forgotten..., he thought. Then he wiped his tears, and wore a bitter smile on his face, as he got into his room.
Though it's not with me, I hope you can find your happy ending this time, Jun-kun...
*
A/N: Wheeeeeeeeeeee!! I finally could find time (and energy) to write again! \(´▽`)/
My works are kind of getting too crowded recently. Almost no free time left to write (because I'll directly fall asleep once my head touch my pillow, every night). That's why we're very late in updating this project. Sorry! >.<
Dear mabopiman, sorry for making you wait >.<
Hope after this, this project could go on smoothly :D
And now, back to the story... How is it? :o
My brain was still not-so-connected when I wrote this, so I'm not really confident, whether I could turned what I want to tell into proper words >.<
I hope this story is not confusing >.<
(Part of 30 Days Random Words Challenge. Rules can be read HERE)
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Date: 2014-10-29 05:39 pm (UTC)my heart can't take this. T^T *cries and rereads because i'm a DoM*
thanks for sharing this! ♥
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Date: 2014-10-30 12:22 pm (UTC)don't cry ~ *gives a hug*
thanks for reading and commenting, Ari-chan ^^
-pz-
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Date: 2014-10-30 12:22 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-10-30 12:25 pm (UTC)Ah, yes, they are. Sakumoto = angst T^T
Sequel, huh? Well, let's see if I can make one ^^
thanks for reading and commenting~
-pz-
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Date: 2014-10-30 01:02 pm (UTC)I miss my friends with multiple personality!! XD
any way! you should! Oh dear love, this is jut lovely! make is angst or fluff I don't care! this AU is just <3 <3 <3 !!!
Love you girls~ *smooch*
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Date: 2014-10-30 03:09 pm (UTC)Miss you too, dear ^^ *hug*
Yes, I'm plotting a sequel for this, since there are more than three of you who want a sequel, but please wait patiently, ok? Coz I have to finish my 8th day challenge first xD
-pz-
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Date: 2014-10-30 04:36 pm (UTC)Yes please! A sequel please! I love you!! <3 <3 <3
*waiting patiently*
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Date: 2014-10-31 02:15 pm (UTC)-pz-
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Date: 2014-10-31 02:34 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-10-30 02:34 am (UTC)I read the fluffy Sakumoto right before this and now I feel.... Noooooo. *keeps wailing*
But. But this is beautiful and I also love it. But it hurts. But I love how it hurts. T-T
Thank you for sharing this. And no, it's not confusing. It's beautiful. And good luck with your work. Rest well too! *hugs you*
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Date: 2014-10-30 12:32 pm (UTC)Ah, yokatta it's not confusing >.< Glad you like this
Yes, thank you *hugs back*
You too, rest well, nee. I heard that you're also very busy at works ?
ganbarimashoo! ^o^)o
thanks for reading and commenting <3
-pz-
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Date: 2014-10-31 05:07 pm (UTC)Ah thank youuu but the hardest time at work has passed for me so I'm free again now hihi.
I heard there's going to be sequel? Wooo I look forward for it!
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Date: 2014-10-31 05:31 pm (UTC)Ah, that. Yes xD
Atually I'm suck in writing sequel, but I'll try this time. Hope I can make a good one >.<
Matte nee~ :3
-pz-
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Date: 2014-10-30 03:36 am (UTC)it's too painful for my heart and for my fats you know!
this is soooo beautiful! you should write a sequel of this..
I love this kind of concept..very dramatic..hhmmmm masochistic...!
I hope you can write a continuation if you feel like writing it hehehehh.... *hugs
Thank you for sharing! Again, it's beautiful that it hurts...!
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Date: 2014-10-30 01:03 pm (UTC)I've already had something in my head, but I don't know if it would be suitable to be the sequel of this. Let's see whether I can write it ^^
Glad you like this, and thanks for reading and commenting, nee ^^
-pz-
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Date: 2014-10-31 01:28 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-10-31 02:17 pm (UTC)Ganbarimasu! ^w^)o
-pz-
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Date: 2014-10-30 04:26 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-10-30 01:04 pm (UTC)*gives some glue to fix your broken heart*
thanks for reading and commenting <3
-pz-
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Date: 2014-10-30 04:19 pm (UTC)I'm a bit pissed at this Sho since he didn't even try to start over again with Jun.... But then again, what is Sakumoto without angst? :p
Thanks for writing!
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Date: 2014-10-31 02:20 pm (UTC)Ah, maybe Sho would do something in the sequel part of this story (I'm working on it), so let's just wait and see... XD
-pz-
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Date: 2014-10-31 02:34 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-10-30 11:32 am (UTC)and I wonder why it always suits my sakumoto perfectly??? T-T
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Date: 2014-10-30 01:05 pm (UTC)Yes, Sakumoto suits well with angst stories >.<
Thanks for reading and commenting <3
-pz-
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Date: 2014-10-30 12:22 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-10-30 01:09 pm (UTC)Thanks for reading and dropping comment ^o^)/
-pz-
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Date: 2014-10-30 02:22 pm (UTC)Sho-kun!! Why you have to be so nice!? I mean, this line "Well, at least he's not the one to feel the suffer from being forgotten..., he thought. Then he wiped his tears, and wore a bitter smile on his face, as he got into his room." and this line too, 'Though it's not with me, I hope you can find your happy ending this time, Jun-kun...'. I'm so teared up from that last line, so beautifully touching and I'm teared up much
I just can hope that this Jun will fall in love with Sho again and they can happy, bu I can only hope.. T_T
Ughh.., this is nicely written fic. Now I'm a bit teared up *sorry I repeatedly saying this, but.. really!><*. For Sho and Jun I hope both of you can find happiness in this lifetime><
Keep the good work and maybe see you next time^_^
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Date: 2014-10-30 03:20 pm (UTC)And sorry for the angst T^T *gives a handkerchief to wipe your tears*
I'm plotting a sequel for this now, but I haven't decided the ending yet.
It could be angst, it could be fluff, so... Let's just see, if Sho could make this Jun fall in love with him again :3
Thanks for reading and commenting, and yeah, hope I'll see you again ^o^)/
-pz-
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Date: 2014-10-30 02:25 pm (UTC)otherwise this story will keep me in nightmare... T_T
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Date: 2014-10-30 03:24 pm (UTC)Yes, ma'am, I'll write a sequel soon! >.<
Thanks for reading and commenting ~ <3
-pz-
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Date: 2014-10-31 08:26 am (UTC)more more!! T,T
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Date: 2014-10-31 05:02 pm (UTC)Thanks for reading and commenting <3
-pz-
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Date: 2014-10-31 04:30 pm (UTC)I'm happy that you'll write the sequel, and I hope you'll include the story how the ended up together in the first place, before the punishment, some sort of back story is really nice isn't it? Hehe *gives you puppy eyes*
I like how you choose Jun to be the angel (I can picture him like that easily, with wings) and Sho as the Devil, and Sho picking up the purple liquid (since he's the purple lover after all XD)
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Date: 2014-10-31 05:14 pm (UTC)Yes, yes, I made Sho drank the purple potion, and Jun drank the red one in a purpose ^^
Eeh, nice idea! But I dunno if I can put it somewhere in the sequel... (Because I've already have a rough draft for it), but let's see, nee ^^
Thanks for reading and commenting ^w^
-pz-